i need some help everyone.

[wvgreat16]

im not new to this forum. i had an accoutn a long long time ago but i forgot everything so i just made a new one. i want to start out by saying im not the christian i need or should be and i havent been for awhile. i used to do pretty good but it seems liek everytime i try to get back to being a good christian i get pulled back even farther away. im not quite sure what i need to do though. ive been praying to god to help me and to forgive me for my sins but that just doesnt seem like enough anymore. i really dont want to go forward to the inivtation at church because im afraid of how people will respond to it and i dont want everyone to know exactly what ive been doing but i need help. thats why im asking you all for your prayers. i know im not the person i shoudl be at all. ive ended up being the typical sinful teenager and im ashamed of it. sometimes i feel awful and others i just kind of shrug it off and go on with my life. so please pray for me to get back on the right track. i need to be a better chirstian and act like it with my friends, family, and girlfriend. i need help with my language, and my girlfriend mostly. i used to party a little bit every now and then but ive gotten away from that and im grateful thats gods helped me with that.

so please pray for me and if anyone has any scriptures for drinking, foul language, fornication, or anything else that might help please share. also im still not sure exacctly how i need to repent. is asking for prayers from you all and asking god between me an dhim enough?

thank you all so very much.